Wednesday, March 18, 2015

so many things on my mind.

lately, I have been thinking too much.

1. about my future. How am I going to plan my financial with 2k salary, with gst and living in this country where everything was hell expensive. When I will be able to buy a house, a car, paying bills and all that.

2. Proposal for my action research. I couldn't find any good tittle for my thesis yet the deadline are very near.

3. Family problem , definitely.

4. what is the best method I can do to teach those weak children. Bila guru pembimbing aku asyik interfere je selalu apa yang aku buat. It is not helping much and aku tak bebas untuk try teory and approach yang sesuai. Haihh. Pening. Attitude budak-budak lagi lah. Budak darjah dua ni attention span dia pendek. So kena buat something untuk pastikan attention span dia kekal sampai habis lesson.

5. I am thinking of kiroro. How is he, how is he doing, is he doing good as an engineer. Whatever happen, I will always be proud with him. May Allah bless and protect him always. make him happy, and jangan bagi dia sakit gastrik lagi.

I miss him actually, but yeah I cast away that feeling. I moved on.

6. Marriage. Everyone is getting married. Tapi aku dah banyak miss wedding ceremony. Mintak maaf, saya tak boleh drive and tak tahu jalan. So tak boleh pergi. ;( In future, I will be attending, Insyaallah.

7. What should I do to earn more money. Should I start with small business dan jadi tutor or cikgu tusyen? nak kumpul duit untuk travel, beli kereta and beli rumah. Phewww, sakit kot. Makanya, impian master or sambung balik degree engineering terpaksa la dikuburkan. Kalau kos aku tak dapat akreditasi pun sama jugak, tak dapat sambung master.

8. Posting. Betul ke pilihan aku nak letak Penang as first choice? Putrajaya as second choice and Melaka last choice. Aku pilih negeri yang ada direct flight balik Kelantan. Nak jenguk orang tua pun senang and kalau ada emegency pun Insyaallah senang nak balik.

too many things to think. Tak mampu nak layan emosi rindu ke, sakit hati ke, Abaikan.Yang penting sekarang, akademik. I need to get A for my practicum this time and A for my proposal.

May Allah ease my way.

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